Mum I miss you so much, it’s hurts so bad, my bestest friend I just want to talk to you one last time your voice is so clear in my head sometimes I hear your voice in a situation and I don’t know if it’s because I spent so much time with you and know how you thought and things you would say and how you would say them or wether it’s you there talking to me. I just want to hug you even though you were forced to hug 🤣 I Know you loved my hugs really! My heart is still broken and I don’t know if it will ever heal, you left a massive hole in my life and although I push it to the back of mind inside I’m so very broken. I want to tell you I love you more.. more.. MORE! I can’t believe I have to go through the rest of my life without you here, it’s so unfair. X