It was so hard to move into a new year without you, 2020 was the last year you were actually here 💔 I feel ok most of the time mum but that’s because I try not to think about you, it’s not because I don’t want to, it’s because it hurts so much when I do, if I need to function I can’t think about you. Right now I am thinking about you, thinking about all the years ahead now that your not going to be here for and it is breaking my heart! I miss you so much mum, I will forever xx love you more xx